Well I finally started my Emetophobia recovery thing. It's working. I didn't watch the graphic vomiting on House, but my heart rate didn't jump sky high like usual. And I'm currently watching I Know What You Did Last Summer (because I love the book and it's near Halloween.) Someone just threw up off screen with some pretty graphic noises and I just ignored it. And then I realized what was happening and that I wasn't freaking out. And now I'm super excited. I know movies are nothing like real life, but it's still encouraging. I'm going to beat this.